Inside my head

I’ve been in college for almost 3 months. I’ve never been the kind of girl that people ask out. I don’t know why. I scare people I guess. Well, I was actually asked out a few weeks ago by a guy I met through a mutual friend. We were supposed to go to Sedona the weekend after he returned home from California and also just hang out the entire week before that weekend. Unfortunately, he became busy and that entire week and Sedona never happened. I didn’t talk to him for a week or so. He texted me on Halloween asking me out again to get Starbucks on Wednesday. Wednesday came and it never happened. I wasn’t sad because he’s bailed the other times, but what I am upset about is that he never texted me let me know that he was busy and that we wouldn’t be getting Starbucks. I was busy watching Supernatural anyway…

I can’t really be mad at him because he’s a junior majoring in International Affairs which takes a lot of his time.

So, I’ve come to the conclusion that I am undatable or that the guy is a douche. I’m just having horrible luck in my love life. I guess I just have to be more patient with him. Grrrrrr.